Get well soon

Mimi kita pasti bisa sembuh

Gapapa kalo mimi nangis nya banyak, Allah tau

Ternyata mencintai dalam kurun waktu lama dengan kedalaman yang udah gatau sampe mana efek samping nya semenyakitkan ini ya

Sudah lagi orang nya ga pernah tau, ditambah lagi orang nya sudah punya someone to love, hancur banget, mana tau nya telat pas rasa nya udah terlanjur kelewat dalam

Aku sama sekali ga benci orang nya, tapi aku benci rasa takut yang aku punya setelah milih buat berenti

Aku selalu kebayang moment hancur itu, aku jadi gamau percaya apasih itu finding someone then match then happily ever after, fucking bullshit, bahkan kalo ada yg suka aku aja, hal pertama yg terjadi adalah aku bingung, kek apa yg kamu liat dari aku hah??? Feeling like keknya aku ga pantes to be in love deh, selama ini one side terus

I hate everything related with fallin love, love, or another kind of that

I know i love my self, aku sayang sama diriku, aku punya definisi sendiri memaknai cantik, tapi we all know kalo cantik itu relatif, dan yaa aku cantik menurut aku sendiri, tapi tidak bagi kebanyakan orang, sometimes aku juga sedih aku udah susah payah memupuk pede tapi tetap aja what people going to see at the first time itu appearance :)  aku selalu kebanting soal ini, take a deep breath "mimi was beautiful the way she is,

Mimi was beautiful with her beautiful mind, happy soul, mimi was beautiful in the different way, mimi was beautiful in any case, mimi was limited edition only one in this universe,

also mimi ever asked "is somebody ever fallin' for me like i was falling for him? She just answered by own "seems it's never going to be, seems like i never deserve to be in love" okay case closed 

if nobody loves mimi sincerely, calm down mimi still has God, who will gives her much love even nobody in this world could give, and it's more than enough" so what should mimi going to do? Yes blessing in every single day (just the way for feeling alright eventho it wasnt)

Only God knowing that mimi ain't strong actually, she often cry a lot, then told the God 'bout her problems that she never knows the way to solve it, she laughed freaking hard when one of her friends ever said "omg mimi could cried, i never seen she cried before, never know, i thought she was strong" mimi just replied "me also human being like you, i have emotion, im ain't an angel, sometimes im broke into pieces, then fixing my self by own" 

She was very weak girl, she always asking strength, she always covering her panic and anxiety by praying a lot, then she'll getting better

Praying a lot and crying a lot was her habit, she just crying behind the scene

She was a girl who losing direction and always asking guidance from the God

Very classic question that she always asked "God, im scared, i dont know what to do, help me please" then she cries,after that she felt relieved